Yes, in my Adele voice.
It’s been awhile.
Helllloooooo again WordPress I haven’t forgotten about you, but I will admit I have forgotten about how to enjoy the parts that make me me.
Sidebar: You ever watch a movie that makes you rethink the way you’ve been operating lately, or in entirety? I watched one of those kind of movies tonight. Ugh — fine, it was The Intern.
Damn Robert De Niro playing a sweet old man. When did he change from an everyday mobster to a kind older gentleman? Maybe that’s the secret to old age, or movies. Anyways …
I’ve been through a lot of change in the last three months, and I think inadvertently let the things that make me me, slip.
I haven’t read a good book in ages. I haven’t written about anything that wasn’t expected of me. I began to think I didn’t have a love for words, or communicating with the masses.
After finally moving into my own place (again) and diving deeper into my new (awesome) job, I watched The Intern and immediately felt like I’ve let myself slide.
Another curse to my being. I’m too hard on myself.
I’m tired and transition takes time.
You ever feel all the change that’s happened over time hit you in one moment and it knocks you on your own feet?
Or keep yourself so busy you forget to take a deep breath and remember what’s really important.
It’s hard to remember life is short and you have to enjoy it.
So why am I feeling sappy?
Because of Ben (De Nero).
He’s a widower — married 42 years, was a business man for half his life and is trying to navigate retirement. He sees a flyer for a “senior internship” program and applies because he still wants to learn and despite his perceived loneliness, views life through an optimistic spread of light.
I know, it’s a movie. The point is about how it got my wheels turning.
I hope I can always remind myself I’m never too old to learn.
I’m never too tired to let my passion slip, and I’m never too discombobulated to remember I’m only human.
So, hello from the other side — learning life after landing a career.
Musicians don’t retire, they stop when there’s no more music in them – Louis Armstrong
I still have plenty of music left in me.